pandemonium_67

francis has changed, he starts to cry without any inexplicable reason, he just wants me by his side, only me, i wonder why...

is he dying?

no i shouldn't think of that.

The time we steppped here in Manila, I started thinking about stuff again. Here I am, returning to my house in the Philippines, with Francis. Currently, we are both snuggled in bed, my head on Francis' chest, the rise and fall of his breathing, and I am typing on the laptop, his scent, his body, his mind and heart was offered to me. God, I love him.

This simple poem is for him. I love you, Francis, I love you a lot.

THREE SIMPLE WORDS
by pandemonium_67 [Max]

Your vibrant glow, your selfless soul
Your intoxicating smile, your sparkling eyes
My heart is filled with euphoria
When you are around

I feel like a god, you make me feel that
But to me, you are Zeus, god of the gods
You completed the puzzle with a jigsaw missing
And covered that space with your simplicity

I know you love me, I love you too,
But if this ends, what should I do
I'll never feel the same way again
Because you already took my heart.

You are the only person who took my heart.

I just fucked him last night. He was tight. Francis. I love you. I won't leave you.

Francis just went bottom on me and this time it was good. I just got bent and well I felt different. It was better.

Really after taking such risks.

I feel a lot of things about him. But why does this other person who I also loved come back to my life? His name is Steve and he calls me Maxie for I don't know what reason. Then suddenly I see him strolling down Hawaii and I was pissed off when he tried to kiss me in front of Francis. I shouted "Piss off and remember? We didn't have a relationship!" Then he was running down his red car and he looked stupid. I do love Francis and I doubt that he won't understand me because we love each other.

I am desperate but no matter what, there is an uncallous spark existing in my heart telling my feelings for Francis.

By the way, my real name is Max.

i am currently in hawaii and i see that he's comfortable being with me, and i then i see him crying. i freaked out as i brought him to the car with complete worry and dismay.

the conversation went off like this.

me: what the? dude, you totally freaked me out!

francis: i was just happy that you cared for me?

then i gave him a blowjob in the car. no words were spoken. just groans of joy and moans of pleasure.

Okay. To wrap things up, Francis and I will soon be leaving Manila, and we'll proceed to Hawaii, and spend our lives there for around 2 months. See you around.

I never want to leave him, never.

My eyes seek for happiness and successfully, and points out Francis, and I see myself, content.

Thanks, apollo_25. You were a great help.

I know it's hard to love someone, because it hurts. I somehow got mad at Francis yesterday, and he got really upset he ended up throwing things at me. I told him to stop and I held him tightly in my arms. Both of our eyes were gushing with tears, and I said, "I'm sorry..."

"I don't want you to get mad at me..." he said

"But why?"

He told me this.

I LOVE YOU.

Then I said, "I love you too, Francis. I am sorry..." while crying and shocked both at the same time due to the reason that for the first time he said he loved me, and then we kissed. Next thing I knew, we were on the bed and I was on top of him...

Then he told me these..."I will always love you."

"I will too," I answered.

My heart was again filled with joy and enthusiasm.

To all of the people who could understand Filipino...

"Bakit kaya ganoon ko na lang siya kamahal? Hindi ko siay kayang iwanan. Kay tagal ko na ring naging tanga dahil ang inakala ko sex lang ang gusto ko sa kanya. Mali pala. May supot sa puso ko na sobrang laki ngunit siya lamang ang laman. Paano kung mawalay siya sa akin? Hindi ko kayang gawin iyon... gusto ko lang sabihin na mahal na mahal ko siya. Mahal kita Francis, sana nakikita mo iyon kahit nahihiya na akong ipakita sa iyo... Ayaw ko nang masaktan pa dahil walang nagmamahal sa akin..."

I wish to all the Filipinos and Linguistics Masters out there, I hope you could understand how much I have loved him.

I don't know if Mickey's pic will display here...

Someday, I'll give Francis what he has given to me... pure love and total understanding.

hey.. francis was good and bad. he fucked me alright and slick, god my dick is ready for hardcore tommorow.

Can somebody show me a picture of chris pine? I'll give a match to those who can find him. But first, you need to have a friendster account.